truer than true

'are you OK'

people ask this all the time, but what if I actually answered with No? people always ask me this, but if I told you how really I felt. would you even do anything about it? No, right? you're just going to be 'owhh..' because that's what everyone does. it's so much easier just telling everyone i'm tired than having to explain to them something they don't care about T_T


>  away  <

i hate when my sink is full

because when it is full, everything in it is dirty.
and when everything in my sink is dirty,
that means someone needs to clean it all.
and the one someone who lives is lazy
and would prefer finishing 'The Blind Assassin'
to cleaning dishes.

and i am not even enjoying
'The Blind Assassin' very much.
sci-fi subplots are not very entertaining.

bye!

dari kaca mata makwe #pffttt

kalau lelaki kacak pendiam

perempuan akan cakap 'wow! cool giler'

kalau lelaki tak kacak pendiam

perempuan akan cakap 'elehh! perasan bagus'

kalau lelaki kacak buat jahat

perempuan akan cakap 'nobody's perfect'

kalau lelaki tak kacak buat jahat

perempuan akan cakap 'memang! dahla muka macam longkang'

kalau lelaki kacak menolong perempuan yang diganggu

perempuan akan cakap 'wah macho! macam hero filem'

kalau lelaki tak kacak menolong perempuan yang diganggu

perempuan akan cakap 'ahh entah-entah kawan dia'

kalau lelaki kacak dapat awek cun

perempuan akan cakap 'amboiii sepadan sangat'

kalau lelaki tak kacak dapat awek cun

perempuan akan cakap 'sah-sah kena bomoh laateewww'

kalau lelaki kacak ditinggalkan kekasih

perempuan akan cakap 'i give you my shoulder'

kalau lelaki tak kacak ditinggalkan kekasih

perempuan akan cakap 'patutla, tgk saja luarannya'

kalau lelaki kacak suka binatang

perempuan akan cakap 'perasaan halus penuh kasih sayang'

kalau lelaki tak kacak suka binatang

perempuan akan cakap 'dah sesama makhluk memangla kena sayang'

kalau lelaki kacak bawak BMW

perempuan akan cakap 'jack! perfect luar dalam'

kalau lelaki tak kacak bawak BMW

perempuan akan cakap 'bang, bos nyer mana?'

kalau lelaki kacak tak mahu bergambar

perempuan akan cakap 'pasti tak mahu gambarnya tersebar'

kalau lelaki tak kacak tak mahu bergambar

perempuan akan cakap 'tak sanggup aku tengok hasilnya'

kalau lelaki kacak menuang air ke dalam gelas

perempuan akan cakap 'ini baru namanya gentleman'

kalau lelaki tak kacak menuang air ke dalam gelas

perempuan akan cakap 'ahh naluri helpful memang begitu'

Assalamualaikum WBT.. hye hensems and beautifuls?

korang watpe? sehat? sakit? aku baru abes keja..(part time jer pun.. :) dapat le 4-50sen dari dok sesaje kan? bile dah keja nie automatically jadual tido aku kembali tersusun rapi. kol10 tido, 630am dah jaga. gembira jugak tak macam dok hostel. semua keeelaaaaaaaut. ape macam bikin tah, tension! skang cuaca asyek hujan jer kan petang? syiook jugak,,takde la macam cacing kepanasan sangat. tapi kat kedah laa hujan. kat negeri laen aku tak amek port sangat. he3.. pejam celik pejam celik, kite sudah berada di pertengahan tahun 2012. Cepat sungguh masa berlalu, padahal baru terasa semalam berada di Melaka and Negeri Sembilan dimalam tahun baru. 0ooo watpe tah kat sana. hu3. pegi cari geng 'Jantan tak guna' hahahaaa..

pastukan..pastukan.. #eh aku baru perasan aku hanya update blog diawal dan akhir bulan. Tiap-tiap bulan memang cenggitu.. baru perasan noks. teheheheeeee. :D errrrmmm banyak sungguh rencana di bulan June nie. Dengan lambakan wed invitations la.. (syioooklaaa dorang kawen da) tapi kompem aku tak pegi lagipun tengah exam kan? camna nak cabut ke hulu ke hilir. Lepas exam mau cabut pegi Japan. terasa sangat excited takut, segala macam ade la. mau kirim barang ke? boleh! tapi kirim mulut sekali dengan wang okies? hihi. itu semua untuk bulan 6..

Lepas tue lagi bulan 7 dah start praktikal. Aku dah lama cuak kalo pikir pasal praktikal nie. aku nie dah la jenis blurrrr terok. Orang cakap skali, aku dok ternganga lagi kureng fahem..hu3.. Sakit kepala dok pikir sal praktikal, dah la jatuh dalam bulan posa..jenuh plak dok fikir nanti raya camne? Aku nak balik camne? ade ke tiket bas? keretapi? flight? kalo tak balik memang aku sedey giler nie. Sanggup ke aku jadi macam perantau? pas satu-satu aku dok pikir.. stress sangat aiiiihh.

takpelaa..malas dah aku nak pikir. just go with the flow. tetibe takde mood. 

take good care. baaaaaii

nothing goes right. why?

If you dress nicely, he says you're a snob.
If you dress sexy, he says you're a slut.
If you argue with him, he says you're stubborn.
If you're quiet, he says you're stupid.
If you call him, he says you're needy and clingy.
If he calls you, he says you should be grateful.
If you don't love him, he'll try to win you.
If you love him, he'll leave you.
If you don't f*** him, he'll say you don't love him.
If you do, he'll say you're easy.
If you tell him your problems, he'll say you're irritating.
If you don't , he'll say you don't trust him.
If you lecture him, he'll say you're bitchy.
If he lectures you, it's because he "cares".
If you break a promise, you can't be trusted.
If he breaks it, he had to.
If you cheat, he'll expect it to be over.
If he cheats, he expects to be given another chance either way.


what else?

a special gift that Allah give to me.

my dear mama..
I wish you happy birthday
I loved you yesterday, I love you tomorrow and everyday.
You were there for me my first day of school
To hold my hand and give me courage to go.
You listened to me when I needed to talk
You talked to me when I needed to listen. 
You let me grow and learn from my own mistakes
You never left my side when I was feeling down
I knew you would be there to pick me up.
I wish there was a way I could repay all the things you have done for me
but there's nothing great enough to repay the greatest mom of all. ;( 27 April 1967..

Tidak dilupakan, my youngest brother.si buncettt berat 1tan! 27 April 1997.
 Berkongsi tarikh lahir, tahun saja yang tak sama. 


I love you till Jannah. :)

perempuan itu..

perempuan itu bukan BANK
jika hendak ape main order saje
bile dah dapat usahkan berterima kasih
senyum jauh sekali

perempuan itu bukan macam KASUT
setiap hari kau nak tukar pakai

perempuan itu bukan macam TUNGGUL
kau datang bila kau memerlukan
dan diam bile kau rase dia tak berguna

perempuan itu bukan macam MIKROFON
yang kau sesuka hati nak tengking 
arah ke sana ke mari

perempuan itu bukan garang macam HARIMAU
adakalanya manjanya memerlukan perhatian dan belaian
maklumla semua makhluk berperasaan

perempuan itu bukan macam CHEWING GUM
bile manis kau kunyah-kunyah
bila hilang manis die kau tuiiiihhh tuiiiiih dia
macam tue je

perempuan itu bukan kerjanya jadi BADUT
kerja untuk menghiburkan kau saja
sambil kau ketawakan dia

sedangkan apa yang dia buat semua
semata-mata kerana kau. tapi?
tapi ape balasan kau terhadap perempuan?

perempuan yang bakal menjadi isteri dan ibu untuk
anak-anak kau kelak. andai tak mampu memberikan senyuman
sekurang-kurangnya janganla jadi penyebab untuk perempuan
menitiskan airmata.

honesty is the best policy and is critical in any relationship

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