i care because i love

someday you will gonna realize

one day you will see this through my eyes

but then i wont even be there

i'll be happy somewhere even if i cared

i know you don't really see my worth

right now i know..

you can tell i'm down and i'm not doing well

but one day this tears..they will run away

i wont have to cry..sweet goodbye

someday someones gonna love me the way i wanted

you to need me.

someday someones gonna take your place

one day i'll forget about you

you will see i wont miss you

someday i know someones gonna be there.. T_T

take care sayang..i love you more than anything..

My allergics

.Tonight's Learning.

Love is a verb not a noun. It is active. Love is not just feelings of passion and romance. It is behavior. If a man lies to you, he is behaving badly and and unlovingly towards you. He is disrespecting you and your relationship.

The words 'I love you' are not enough to make up for that. Don't kid yourself that they are.

For a man who walks in the light, to stay humble is not to walk in the dark. You don't need to project yourself to be thought as an honest man.

.Good night loves.

You taught me...

my dear sayang..

love is the most beautiful gift to us by Allah. im so grateful sayang to have you in my life. I trust you, I know you will never let me fall. My trust in you will never fade away. Even we are miles and miles apart, you are still holding all of my heart because we are inseparable. Do you see how much I trust you? Do you know how much I trust you? We don't put ourselves in a position to be tested or break trust.  Even when we are miles apart, our relationship comes first.

When I'm with you, I feel like i'm out of control. you taught me how to handle life seriously. you taught me how to solve my problems and to face it without  any fear. With you, I feel no fear. you are so special and I wish with all of my heart that i am truly the one for you, whenever wherever you need me.

after all, I guess we are at our best when we are miles apart. what i wanted to tell you this time is, I trust you.  Even you are miles apart from me. Yes, I do believe you. and still, after all you are the only one I'm able to undoubtedly trust. you are the only one who knows all my secrets. you are the only one I don't have to hide myself anymore

heeeyy boy next door! but if he didn't , I would still trust him and love him completely (and he can trust me :)

And I miss you.. And I love you.. Always have.. Always will.. Take good care of yourself, me and us. Night (-_-)  

why I always take everything into consideration?

anyone who says they didn't mean it most of the time is a lie because the truth comes out when we're angry although some people may actually not mean it. That's why I always take into consideration everything that is said in anger because it may be true. 

And the common statement after an argument:

'Sorry Dear, I said that out of anger. 

I didn't mean it, so just let it go'

Hurmmm hokkay and this is the better idea. How about saying what you actually mean, or (better yet) walking away and calming down before saying something you'll regret?

#TheProblemWithWomenIsMen#

324 days ago..

rindu itu terasa bukanlah disaat kesunyian..
rindu itu hadir bukanlah apabila disaat memerlukan..
rindu itu wujud bukan kerana perlukan apa-apa.

tetapi rindu itu hadir kerana perasaan kasih dan sayang kepada seseorang..
perhatian bukanlah kerana perempuan perlukan 'perhatian'..
because attention is loving..

andai tak mampu mendengar walaupun secebis untaian kata..
mana mungkin kamu mengharapkan orang lain memahami diri kamu? ( kan..kan..)

dulu cinta itu hadir apabila saling memerlukan..
tapi dengan peredaran detik dari minggu ke bulan sehingga ke tahun..
my perception has changed. Honesty is love..yeaaaaah!

kejujuran menjadikan perasaan ini semakin menghargai pasangan..
kejujuran menguatkan perasaan yang sedia tersimpul..
bila terlalu menyayangi pasangan.
bukanla peluang pertama atau kedua yang dipertaruhkan
andai tercetusnya khilaf..

tetapi mengharapkan pasangan berubah..
bukanla menjadi yang terbaik mahupun yang sempurna..
cukupla sekadar jujur dalam melontarkan kata-kata..
saling menjaga maruah walaupun dimana jua berada..
seberapa jauh jarak yang memisahkan.

mengharapkaan hanya sebelah pihak berkelakuan jujur..
menjaga diri.. tidak curang bukanla cara yang terbaik dalam sesuatu perhubungan..

simbiosis..
saling melengkapi antara satu sama lain dengan ikhlas dan percaya..
insyaAllah..

this may start sounding like a poem..

Dear Sayang,

The first time I heard you say the words, "I love you", it was like I have been taken to Cloud 9 and I haven't gone down until now. Right after you uttered those words I asked myself, "Do I love you?", and as I look for the answer, I again asked: have you given me any reasons not to? No. I then realized that I have already fallen in love with you, and yes ... I am so in love with you, Sayang!

In the past, I had always yearned for someone to love, to cherish and to take good care of - to whom I would share my dreams with and make them come true. I'd always walked around feeling so empty with a hole in my heart that I thought would never get filled... You filled that hole. I think back to how empty my life was without you, and I am so grateful that you are here. I have found in you what it means to "love." I tell you a million times a day, each day that I love you. Although you reciprocate these feelings, I am sure that you have no inkling of the magnitude of exactly what they mean to me. You can do the slightest thing and it warms me. You may not even realize it. Each day has me falling more in love with you. I love you more and more with each passing day. And it eases me to know that as tomorrow approaches, I will love you more than yesterday and tomorrow will be more than today. You are really God's gift to me ... my answered prayer that I will forever cherish in my heart.


You are the most wonderful, kind, compassionate, romantic, smart, sensible, intelligent, talented, kind-hearted, thoughtful, congenial, affectionate, appreciative, loyal, caring, loving, passionate, handsome, hot tempered (hi..hi..hi..warmly maybe) and an incredibly sexy man with "killer abs" (ha..ha..ha..) I have ever met and I thank God everyday that you are mine! I love you with my whole existence, my whole life and nothing in this world can take that away! I love you more than I could ever explain. More than I even understand. You touched my heart in ways no one could ever comprehend.

I hope today turns out to be the day I wished it to be for you. Today, I'd like to give you this little glass that holds the unrelenting memories of my past that shackles my being. I just have to give this to you and I have to do this for myself, for you, and for us. Today, I give my life to you - my heart, my mind, and my soul

This may start sounding like a poem ... I don't know. I just wanted to let you know that you are my heart, my everything, and the other half of my soul, that I love you with everything I have and hold. Now, when I look towards the future, you are always pictured there. Maybe, in this lifetime, you will never know how much I love, care and cherish you. Your love gives me the feeling that the best is still ahead. I can't wait to spend forever with you.
Sayang, I love you so much!

Yours and only yours,

Suri